have been thinking a lot these few days while i was in kl. just felt that though i wanted to replace the girl sooo much, it really wasn't worth it. what cl and xy said was right, i should live my life to the fullest, and i must be happier than him. yup, that's what i will do. and seriously, i feel like i'm finally moving on and leaving all our shared memories behind, really. the heart-to-heart talk among the cac peeps was really fun, it was the first time we really sat down and discussed serious stuff i think haha..

well, that aside, now i must really work hard for cf, rag and cac. oh and how can i forget my studies. jiayou mel!