woaaaahhh~~~ i really hope my parents are not angry with me, or thinking i'm trying to run away from home. this is the 3rd time in this week i've been sleeping over at xy's house. i just can't seem to get the motivation to go home myself. cos i have to go to school early in the morning almost everyday, so i see no point in travelling back home. probably if i had a dad like ff, then things will be different; i should have more self-discipline like seriously. now i understand why ff is so strict with us, and cares so much about the minute details. but still... he should take life a bit more easily.

had dinner and shopping spree with lu and xy yesterday. but lu and i ended up quarelling again. she just kept feeling that i should change my appearance but i dun like changes. i mean, if you are really my friend, why do you keep forcing me to change and do things that i obviously don't like? i mean it's not like my appearance and the clothes i wear are damn hideous. the part where she always thinks she's right and she has a good taste in things irks me a lot.

haiz...forming comm is a big problem. i'm having a headache..