the one thing i hate most is to be the cause of my friends' unhappiness. i think i know exactly where the problem lies. if master khor is not a faker and that i really do have psychic powers, i believe what she's trying to do is to break away from me, to find her own group of close friends, to be more independent. it's not something wrong, but i believe you can achieve this even without affecting our the friendship between us. is this another problem of overshadowing or what? all i know is that i'm hurt by the 360 degrees change in her attitude towards me, and she only does this to me only.

she can have all the friends and attention she want, i just wish that she can be fair to me, and the fact that she didnt even care to explain things to me even though she knew how i felt goes to show how important i am as a friend to her.

that aside, thanks for the people who helped to keep me on track, of my initial goals i had in mind for cac, for myself. it's time to tidy up my own personal life and fulfil my duties as a student and pres, and also other personal responsibilities.