time for emo-ing again.

just feel like i've been a very mean person. i'm not as capable as many of my friends think i am. i'm not coping as well as many would expect. i'm not organized at all cos i cant even organize simple outings. i dont know how to manage time effectively cos i'm always late for appointments. i'm so insensitive, problematic and stubborn some friends cant even stand. i think some even feel that i'm using them.

buck up mel and be a better person this year. woosh!