feelin emo today so i shall blog.
hmmm i wonder why sometimes ppl's feelings and attitudes can change so fast. is it becos the env has changed, or am i the one who has changed. maybe it's cos i'm getting older, i no longer have the energy to put in effort to keep people happy, or to even understand them when i dun think they even bother to understand me at all. wadever you decide to do, there will always be some who will be unhappy about it. there's no way you can please everyone. and i realised that many ppl become friendly towards you only cos you have something that they want.
at this point in time, i think i should be able to differentiate who my true friends are. they will always respect your decisions and will never enforce their ideas and opinions on you. they are people whom you will first think of when you have problems and similarly you will want to be the first to console them when they have problems.
having been through so much this year, i have learnt much. i've seen the ugly side of people and organizations but at the same time i found friendships which i believe can last for a long time. fruitful indeed, but maybe it's time to move on, explore other stuff and only be answerable to myself and the few important people in my life.
cheerios to future's uncertainty.
