that he's here with me. that we'll stay the way we are now. things will get better from now on. i can start to explore this unfamiliar place with my longlong.
please... I dont want to be suay anymore.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 12:18 AM
67th entry
like what wq said: you'll only learn to treasure your friends more when you are away from them. and this is really true. this is how i'm exactly feeling right now. being with people whom i'm not as close with is really hard. i'm probably the same old introverted me after all these years.
but i'm really touched to hear that from wq. i think she made a point there and for all those who have heard my whinings for quite some time i really thank you all for being there with me even though we're so far apart from each other.
i'm now going to learn to take things slowly one step at a time. i may be blur and there are many things which i don't know how to do all by myself but i want to have the confidence and faith in myself to do them. that's my eventual aim for this long journey ahead.
i think it's time to start my life afresh. time to pack my room, my luggage, sort out my life and thoughts. be ready to handle the challenges and pain ahead. and be independent once more.
i know i can do it.
Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 12:16 PM
63rd entry
new year, 2010.
my 1st resolution: to have money entering my account even without me having to work.
my 2nd resolution: hope that my bestest friend will acknowledge the fact that her bestest friend is willing to accept the fact that she's always late so she doesn't need her 1st resolution.
my 3rd resolution: lulu can wake up when she wants to wake up.
my 4th resolution: yj and cherie will learn to appreciate my beauty rather than that of some weird koreans.
profile: bleah.
mel gan.
eating:
drinking:
listening to:
watching:
surfing:
dreaming of: life passing faster.
wishlist: unconditional desires.
travel to somewhere peaceful and serene.
to not get hurt anymore.
